I feel off... The world is so weird right now, I cannot explain it, though. The birth rates are double the death rates. That's an assload of people! Too many people. I mean... I'm all for love and not war, but... if there's this many people, love may be hard to find if we're fighting for resources. Love is now making war. We make love- producing babies- causing less resources per capita- therefore causing a lack of resourcesfor everyone else- causing war for said resources.

I almost feel like a jedi- feeling every hardship of the universe. My eyeball is about to explode, though. We're getting California's forest fire smoke and it's making my sinus' freak out. Thanks, California. Not only do you produce shitty movies and horrible expectations of human beings- but you pollute my air. :] I know I may sound seriously bitchy right now, but I'm just being more-than-brutally honest. It's stupid how... stupid this world is. Renewable resources? Fat chance that people will actually use them! Like it's going to happen anytime soon and cost cheap enough that people will actually use it.

Let's face it, people- we're pretty much fucked, and it's our own faults. We use and use and use, and don't care about mother nature. She's a fragile creature, and needs to be treated as such. I don't think I do enough, so don't think I'm coming down on whoever the fuck you are. I don't do enough, but I'm working on it... I'm trying and helping out as much as I can. I'm trying to get a community garden in my neighborhood, and trying to recycle as much as I can.

Just little things in life can change so much, but the human race is one that will use until it is done. I don't really like the government... corruption is insane. There is so much going on within the government that it actually makes me sick and almost disgusted to be an "american". What the fuck is being an american anymore? Being pompous, spending more than you have... eating processed foods because it's faster, buying fast, gas-guzzling cars because it's what's in, blindly following a leader? Taking more then I give? Following a trend? To be skinny, wear a mini skirt and wear make up to get a decent job? Actually giving a rip that they invented puppy prozac? Fuck that, man... I cannot wait to get out of this dumb country. But who says it's any better anywhere else... I do not know. Maybe it's like this everywhere. Maybe I'm just stuck here, in this hell hole called earth until I'm done.

... use your mind.